I don’t know what I feel towards him because

Sometimes I think I have to forget him

But at the same time I think I still like him

Sometimes I think he don’t need me in his life

But in the same time I think I still miss him and I still need him around me

Sometimes I think he is just such a jerk to me

But at the same time I think he may be not perfect at all. Well people are not a robot. Okay!

Sometimes I think I have been hurt to many times just because of him

But in the same times I think I cannot blame him because he has no feeling to me

Sometimes I think I just a friend for him

But for me he is more than that. He’s so special. And I like him very much.

Sometimes I think I’ve found somebody better than him

But that somebody is too good for me so I stop admired that body.

Sometimes I just want him to know that I miss him so much

But I really know he is human. He cannot and never understand my feeling.

Sometimes I think I have to forget all about him

But at the same time he came to my dream just in once I fallen in love again!

Sometimes I am just an unknown person for him

But for me he  is a special unknown sweetheart.

He’ll be my sunshine. My lucky star. My sweetheart. My special friend. My superb boyfriend.

Sometimes I just want to stop thinking about him.

But right now, this moment when I wrote all of this.. what I think is just him. Only him.

but i still wonder.. will he be mine? may be not. i should stop now. but how?

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Yours best girlfriend ever.

And somebody you called Gedik :’( 

4 Feb 2014